Once again I am screwed over by someone who I thought was a close friend. Last Friday when we were supposed to be hanging out I caught her with a man in her bed. Who might this man be you ask? The person who I also was having casual sex London with. The sad thing about this is she knew all about me and the guy and still went after him anyways. I keep reminding myself to just forget about it and she is not worth it, but it saddens me. We had been friends for 20 some odd years and I never would have thought she would do something like this. I actually loved and cared about her which is rare for me in a friendship. So needless to say I am not angry, just very sad and bummed out. Especially at that fact that I know my heart cannot every forgive her.